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<title>The Bloginning of Fay</title>
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Hi to you! Welcome, this is a place where I&#x27;m sharing my life, my thoughts, my feelings, and many other things... Just leave a message or reply my postings if you want to, as a way to stay connected with me hehehe...&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;Well... Happy reading gals... Hopefully apa yang aku share bisa jadi blessing or at least... jadi tau gimana kehidupan someone named Fay hehehe...&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;Biar lebih gampang nyarinya, tulisanku udah dibagi dalam KATEGORI-KATEGORI di bawah ini. Langsung KLIK aja mana yang mau dibaca&#x2026;.&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;div align=&#x22;center&#x22;&#x3E;&#x3C;a href=&#x22;http://www.amazingcounter.com&#x22;&#x3E;&#x3C;img src=&#x22;http://cb.amazingcounters.com/counter.php?i=2267004&#x26;#x26;c=6801325&#x22; alt=&#x22;copy html code&#x22; border=&#x22;0&#x22;&#x3E;&#x3C;/img&#x3E;&#x3C;/a&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;a href=&#x22;http://www.4clothingcoupons.com&#x22;&#x3E;4ClothingCoupons.com&#x3C;/a&#x3E;&#x3C;/br&#x3E;&#x3C;/div&#x3E;</description>
<pubDate>Thu, 17 Jul 2008 10:53:13 -0000</pubDate>
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<title>Tested Faith</title>
<description>&#x3C;font size=&#x22;2&#x22;&#x3E;&#x22;I learned that faith isn&#x27;t tested by how often God answers my prayers with a yes but by my willingness to continue serving him and thanking him, even when I don&#x27;t have a clue as to what he is doing.&#x22; &#x3C;br style=&#x22;font-family: arial,helvetica;&#x22;&#x3E;&#x3C;br style=&#x22;font-family: arial,helvetica;&#x22;&#x3E;&#x3C;/font&#x3E;&#x3C;font size=&#x22;2&#x22;&#x3E;(Quote by Gary Thomas)&#x3C;br style=&#x22;font-family: arial,helvetica;&#x22;&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;I found this quote in &#x3C;a href=&#x22;http://momrn2.blogspot.com/&#x22;&#x3E;someone&#x27;s blog&#x3C;/a&#x3E; and it really has remind me to keep my faith in Him... even though I just have no idea about what He&#x27;s doing now in my life. I have one wish that I really want to fulfill, but until now I only have His promises, a sense in my heart (I still don&#x27;t know whether it&#x27;s from Him or just an expression of my own desire), and a longing thoughts...&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;But I guess maybe this is a time to exercise my faith. To keep on going, doing well, exploring and growing... while still hoping and knocking on Heaven&#x27;s door. I believe He knows better than me, He can see things that I can&#x27;t see, so all I need to do is just trust in Him, trust in His timing and His wisdom. I&#x27;m sure He will open the door when He thinks it&#x27;s best for me and on the right timing...&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;I ...</description>
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<pubDate>Thu, 17 Jul 2008 09:28:00 -0000</pubDate>
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<title>Curug Cilember</title>
<description>12 July 2008
Curug Cilember 
Desa Jogjogan, Cisarua - Bogor
KPH Bogor: Jl. Desa Tengah komplek Perkantoran Pemda, Cibinong - Bogor
Phone: 021-8790726 Fax. 021-8756159

Lokasi di sebelah kiri jalan jalur Ciawi - Puncak, tepatnya di Cisarua +/- 15 km dari pintu tol Gadog (Jagorawi). Berada di kawasan hutan lindung Bogor - uncak - Cianjur (Bopunjur) di ketinggian 800</description>
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<title>A Day Trip To Curug Cilember</title>
<description>&#x3C;a href=&#x22;http://callmefay.multiply.com/photos/hi-res/upload/SHqxgAoKCD8AABelPNE1&#x22;&#x3E;&#x3C;img class=&#x22;alignmiddleb&#x22; src=&#x22;http://images.callmefay.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/SHqxgAoKCD8AABelPNE1/cilember13.jpg?et=GysBAvIuzbCrQQr%2C35JNXA&#x26;#x26;nmid=0&#x22; border=&#x22;0&#x22;&#x3E;&#x3C;/a&#x3E;Saturday, 12 July 2008, me and JCers (jawaban.com forum&#x2019;s members: Roselyn, Ana, Delly, Amos, Andri, Fendi) went to Curug Cilember, Cisarua Bogor. &#x201C;Curug&#x201D; is a term means waterfall. At 7 am we met at the side road of Plaza Semanggi Jakarta as our meeting point. The night before I slept at Kezia&#x2019;s dormitory so I could go earlier. &#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;The information in the website that explained about Curug Cilember was not all correct, it was said that the trip from Jakarta to Curug Cilember only took time about 1 and half hour but we&#x2019;ve finally got there after spending about 3 hours on the road. There was a traffic jam in the common path to Curug Cilember, so we took one person (and pay him for his service) to show us the alternative way to get there. It was a narrow, many turns, and quite steep way up we&#x2019;ve gone through, steep enough that we had to got out of the car few times so the car could climbed up (honestly, we&#x2019;ve already overloaded really hehehe&#x2026; there were 9 people in the car). But when finally ...</description>
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<pubDate>Mon, 14 Jul 2008 01:47:00 -0000</pubDate>
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<title>Introspeksi Hakim Jadi-jadian</title>
<description> Tadi pagi lagi iseng ngebongkar tumpukan kertas yang isinya print-an bukti tentang satu hal dari taun lalu. I think it&#x27;s time to throw them all away... Sempet baca-baca sekilas lagi... &#x27;n tanpa sadar itu jadi bikin aku bete lagi ama orang ini. Aku pikir aku udah memaafkan dia &#x27;n udah melewati paling ga 90% proses pemulihan, tapi ternyata belon.&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;When I was reading those lines, I felt so upset at how it could be happened back then... How I was so naive, or maybe I just have a wrong perspective... well, I don&#x27;t know for sure, even now.&#x26;nbsp; And I just don&#x27;t wanna keep that confusion, I just have to end it. But a few minutes later, while I was still reading, I judged this person, I said some bad words about this person... It only took few seconds for me to realize that I&#x27;ve been a fake judge... yap, fake, coz the real Judge and the only one Judge is Him...&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;I&#x27;m sorry God... I shouldn&#x27;t do that...&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;Aku nyadar kalo orang ini juga ciptaanNya, milikNya, dan juga disayangiNya...&#x3C;br&#x3E;Roh Kudus negur, ka...</description>
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<pubDate>Tue, 8 Jul 2008 10:49:00 -0000</pubDate>
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<title>King of all kings: We are the &#x22;kings&#x22;</title>
<description>     Yap, definitely He is King of all kings...&#x3C;br&#x3E;But who are the &#x22;kings&#x22;?&#x3C;br&#x3E;It&#x27;s us!&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;Kenapa kita disebut &#x22;raja&#x22;?&#x3C;br&#x3E;Karna kita dimaksudkan untuk menguasai diri kita sendiri (termasuk pikiran, kehendak, emosi, semuanya) dan menundukkannya pada Dia, yang adalah Raja kita. Kita dimaksudkan untuk menjadi raja atas diri kita sendiri, to have power upon ourselves, to have self control. (Gal 5: 22-25 and 2 Tim 4:5 and 1 Petr 4:7)&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;Terlalu sering kita kalah dengan emosi kita, kalah dengan mood kita... Kita seringkali udah tau mana yang bener &#x27;n mana yang salah, tapi karna kita lagi bad mood atau lagi bete, atau lagi stress... kita jadi kalah &#x27;n dikendalikan ama semua itu, bukannya mengendalikan mereka.&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;Contoh yang paling gampang... soal makan... Kadang kalo lagi bad mood, stress atau lagi mellow, kita punya kecenderungan jadi males makan, atau malah  makan berlebihan. Kalo kita nurutin kecenderungan itu, kita udah dikendalikan oleh emosi kita, bukannya mengendalikan emosi. Atau hal laen yang mirip, masih s...</description>
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<pubDate>Fri, 4 Jul 2008 01:37:00 -0000</pubDate>
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<title>Jadi SPG Sehari di JaCC</title>
<description> Lagi jadi SPG di JaCC (belakangnya Grand Indonesia Jakarta) niy... =p&#x3C;br&#x3E;Iya, lagi jaga stand jawaban.com di acaranya GYO (Global Youth Outreach) ama beberapa orang kantor (CBN) laennya...&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;My current condition:&#x3C;br&#x3E;- Perut: full tank sampe begah, abisnya tadi pagi dari kos dah makan mie instant ama minum susu sereal. Maksudnya jaga-jaga kalo-kalo ntar pas sampe di tempat jaga stand sini busy, jadi kan paling ga perut dah aman. Eh ternyata kondisinya ga se-hectic yang aku bayangin, plus makan pagi juga udah dibeliin, nasi uduk komplit (nasi, telor utuh, tahu kecap 3 biji, bihun goreng, potongan tempe, krupuk, gorengan). Nasinya buanyak buangeddd. Trus bentar laginya ada selingan ditraktir es krim cone campina coklat ama temen kantor. Trus bentar laginya lagi dah makan siang (makan paginya jam 9an lebih gitu, jadi jaraknya deket-deket), paket nasi ayam bakar (nasi, dada ayam bakar - dagingnya tuebel buangeddd, tahu, tempe, sambel, semangkuk kecil sayur asem) plus minumnya es blewah (secara dah la...</description>
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<pubDate>Wed, 2 Jul 2008 10:49:00 -0000</pubDate>
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<title>Current Wish List</title>
<description>- Pengen tau kepastian &#x27;n konfirmasi soal 1 hal&#x3C;br&#x3E;- Pengen ngobrolin &#x27;n ngajarin &#x27;n explore kompie ke dad &#x27;n mom di rumah&#x3C;br&#x3E;- Pengen makan masakannya dad yang baru aja les masak sehari, soalnya kata mom enak hehehe...&#x3C;br&#x3E;- Ketemuan &#x27;n jalan bareng ama Enjie &#x27;n rombongannya temen Thaiku ke Jogja ntar Oktober&#x3C;br&#x3E;- Pengen ke pantai &#x27;n ke tempat-tempat yang pemandangan alamnya indah atau unik, pengen menikmati semua itu &#x27;n juga foto-foto pastinya hehehe...&#x3C;br&#x3E;- Pengen make beautiful and memorable moments ama orang-orang deketku sebelon the next phase or the next destination&#x3C;br&#x3E;- Pengen meluk anjing atau kucing... tapi yang bersih hehehe... Lagi pengen meluk-meluk...&#x3C;br&#x3E;- Menindaklanjuti keinginan sebelonnya, pengen ke kebun binatang siy, tapi yang terawat, yang ga jorok... perasaan aku dulu waktu kecil cuman pernah ke bonbin sekali abis gitu ga pernah lagi (and emang ga pengen lagi siy), tapi sekarang pengen aja... pengen foto-foto ama penghuninya hehehe...&#x3C;br&#x3E;- Wanna do something new that I can still enjoy (or maybe I...</description>
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<pubDate>Wed, 2 Jul 2008 10:03:00 -0000</pubDate>
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<title>Be Patient With Yourself</title>
<description>    After the wounds and hurts&#x3C;br&#x3E;After the denials and tears&#x3C;br&#x3E;After those deep thoughts&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;Sometimes...&#x3C;br&#x3E;You feel that you should have been recovered&#x3C;br&#x3E;You feel that your heart had been healed&#x3C;br&#x3E;Because gradually you can see things clearer and start to be grateful&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;But there are times...&#x3C;br&#x3E;You shocked to the reality that your heart still hurts&#x3C;br&#x3E;Your mind tells you that there&#x27;s still hate and unforgiveness&#x3C;br&#x3E;And you&#x27;re frustated by yourself... asking how can you be so slow...&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x22;When will I be truly recovered?&#x22;&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x22;Why does it takes me so long to get over this?&#x22;&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x22;How long I must endure this uncertain emotions?&#x22;&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x22;All I want is to be normal again... How come it&#x27;s so difficult?&#x22;&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;Sometimes... it takes more than time to take care of the wounds&#x3C;br&#x3E;Sometimes it needs patience and understanding from yourself...&#x3C;br&#x3E;Your heart needs His touch &#x3C;br&#x3E;...and also your patience...&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;Just keep this in mind... you are still safe in His arms...&#x3C;br&#x3E;He is still holding your future in His hands&#x3C;br&#x3E;and you are still His beloved daughter...&#x3C;br&#x3E;The storm is only in your emo...</description>
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<pubDate>Tue, 1 Jul 2008 10:44:00 -0000</pubDate>
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<title>Silence is The Best In Work</title>
<description> Most of the time when I&#x27;m concentrating in something, such as writing poems or working on certain kinds of writing (including quotes), I prefer silence or slow music arround me... It&#x27;s kinda hard for me to keep myself tuned in with what I&#x27;m doing if the room is so noisy...&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;But for other people in my department room, they prefer loud music, and for them, music like that can lift their spirit up, make them more tuned in to work... It&#x27;s kind of a dilemma...&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;Lately it&#x27;s been a kind of struggling to me...&#x3C;br&#x3E;However... I&#x27;m trying to do my best and keep patient, keep my emotions in control...&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;I just wanna write about this... at least I have pouring my unspeakable words to this very faithful blog... &#x3C;br&#x3E;</description>
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<pubDate>Mon, 30 Jun 2008 06:25:00 -0000</pubDate>
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<title>Dating: God&#x27;s Best or All the Rest?</title>
<description> (By Belinda Elliott)&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;em&#x3E;Sure, maybe he&#x2019;s not  Prince Charming, but he&#x2019;s a good guy.&#x3C;/em&#x3E;       &#x3C;p&#x3E;&#x3C;em&#x3E;I know he loves me, I  just wish he&#x2019;d treat me better sometimes.&#x3C;/em&#x3E;&#x3C;/p&#x3E;       &#x3C;p&#x3E;&#x3C;em&#x3E;Maybe it&#x2019;s not the  best relationship, but what&#x2019;s the alternative? No one else is asking me out. &#x3C;/em&#x3E;&#x3C;/p&#x3E;       &#x3C;p&#x3E;&#x3C;em&#x3E;What if I can&#x2019;t find  anyone better? At least I&#x2019;m not alone.&#x3C;/em&#x3E;&#x3C;/p&#x3E;       &#x3C;p&#x3E;Ever had these thoughts about someone you are dating? I&#x2019;ve been there. Too many of my friends are finding themselves there now too. I can&#x2019;t say that I&#x2019;m an expert on relationships, but if there is one thing that I feel like God taught me during my dating years (and it took about three years too many for me to learn this) it is that you should never settle for less than God&#x2019;s best.&#x3C;/p&#x3E;       &#x3C;p&#x3E;I&#x2019;ve read many books about relationships and Christian  dating. My favorite one by far is &#x3C;em&#x3E;&#x3C;a href=&#x22;http://parable.com/cbn/item.Choosing-Gods-Best-Wisdom-for-Lifelong-Romance-Raunikar-Don.9781590524589.htm&#x22; target=&#x22;_blank&#x22;&#x3E;Choosing  God&#x27;s Best&#x3C;/a&#x3E;&#x3C;/em&#x3E; by Don Raunikar. His views helped me establish my own standards regarding marriage. I decided that I wanted nothing less than God&#x2019;s best for me.&#x3C;/p&#x3E;       &#x3C;p&#x3E;What does that mean...</description>
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<pubDate>Mon, 30 Jun 2008 06:06:00 -0000</pubDate>
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<title>Relationship &#x27;n Gambar Diri</title>
<description>  Hubungannya? Banyak! Just like it said that &#x22;As iron sharpens iron, so a man sharpens the countenance of his friend.&#x22; (Proverbs 27:17 - NKJV)&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;Dalam hubungan kita ama orang laen (note that &#x22;relationship&#x22; I&#x27;m talking about here is in general, not only a relationship between man and woman), makin deket kita ama mereka, makin besar kemungkinan konflik &#x27;n gesekan yang terjadi. Konflik itu bisa jadi karna perbedaan persepsi, cara pandang, kebiasaan, etika, dan laennya. Ada konflik-konflik yang umum, tapi ada juga konflik yang menyinggung gambar diri... That&#x27;s why aku bilang kalo relationship itu bisa menguji gambar diri.&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;Tiga taun lalu aku mulai berteman ama seorang cewek. Beda umur kita jauh, dia lebih tua sekitar 14 taunan gitu... tapi ga tau knapa sampe sekarang masih nyambung hehehe... Awalnya ga gampang juga... soalnya selaen beda umur jauh, ada beda-beda yang laen termasuk beda karakter. Dia extrovert (maybe koleris-melankolis), aku introvert (melankolis-phlegmatis). Dari situ aja bany...</description>
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<pubDate>Sat, 28 Jun 2008 11:06:00 -0000</pubDate>
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<title>Today is a Gift: 10 Reasons to Love Your Life Today</title>
<description>&#x3C;p&#x3E;&#x3C;em&#x3E;Yesterday&#x2019;s the past, tomorrow&#x2019;s the future, but today is a gift. That&#x2019;s why it&#x2019;s called the present.&#x3C;br&#x3E; &#x3C;/em&#x3E;(Bil Keane)&#x3C;/p&#x3E; &#x3C;p&#x3E;Today is a gift. We have all the reasons to be excited about today, but too often we forget about it. We may end up complaining and feel bad about today. Don&#x2019;t let it happen. Let&#x2019;s count your blessings and see why you should love your life today:&#x3C;/p&#x3E;  &#x3C;p&#x3E;&#x3C;img src=&#x22;http://farm2.static.flickr.com/1137/552089650_2fca7d2f27_m.jpg&#x22; style=&#x22;margin-top: 5px;margin-left: 15px;&#x22; alt=&#x22;Today is a gift&#x22; align=&#x22;right&#x22;&#x3E; &#x3C;strong&#x3E;1. Today you are healthy&#x3C;/strong&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;We are so used to being healthy that we forget how good being healthy is. Sometimes we need to be sick to appreciate the blessing of being healthy.&#x3C;/p&#x3E; &#x3C;p&#x3E;&#x3C;/p&#x3E;  &#x3C;p&#x3E;&#x3C;strong&#x3E;2. Today you have someone who loves you&#x3C;/strong&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;Being lonely is terrible. Today, if you have someone who loves you, you have something more valuable than wealth.&#x3C;/p&#x3E;  &#x3C;p&#x3E;&#x3C;strong&#x3E;3. Today you have opportunity to love&#x3C;/strong&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;Not only do you have someone who loves you, today you also have the opportunity to love them - and other people - back.&#x3C;/p&#x3E;  &#x3C;p&#x3E;&#x3C;strong&#x3E;4. Today you have good meals to eat&#x3C;/strong&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;If you can eat a good meal today, just remember that many people can&#x2019;t. Many people struggle to eat even once a day....</description>
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<pubDate>Sat, 28 Jun 2008 10:21:00 -0000</pubDate>
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<title>Love and Hate</title>
<description> &#x22;It&#x27;s not enough for a gardener to love the flowers, but he must also hate the weeds.&#x22;&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;Love His truth.. Hate the evil&#x27;s lies&#x3C;br&#x3E;Love His commands by obeying them.. because even when they don&#x27;t feel enjoyable, they were made for our safety and our happiness&#x3C;br&#x3E;Hate evil&#x27;s persuasions by ignoring them.. because even when they do feel exciting, they were made for his pleasure and our misery.. to take us down with him..&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;It&#x27;s not enough for us to love God, but we must also hate evil.&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;</description>
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<pubDate>Fri, 27 Jun 2008 01:10:00 -0000</pubDate>
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<title>Keunikan &#x27;n Spesifikasi Khusus</title>
<description> Another meaningful lesson from &#x22;Kungfu Panda&#x22; movie:&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x26;nbsp;&#x3C;br&#x3E;Benih pohon cherry teuteup bakal jadi pohon cherry, ga peduli seberapa besarnya kita berharap benih itu bakal tumbuh jadi pohon apel atau pohon jeruk.&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;Itu omongan Master Oogway ke Master Shifu, sebelon Master Oogway terangkat ama daun-daun pink... waktu Master Shifu mempertanyakan soal si Poo (Kungfu Panda). &#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;Simple tapi dalem... Khususnya buat ortu kali yah... coz masih banyak ortu yang bukannya berusaha mengenali benih apa yang Tuhan titipin ke mereka, tapi malah memaksakan harapan mereka sendiri ke benih itu. Padahal yang ciptain benih itu kan Tuhan, Dia yang ngasih setiap anak kemampuan, talenta, dan keunikan-keunikan lain yang memungkinkan anak itu untuk menggenapi tujuanNya yang spesifik atas keberadaan anak itu di dunia. Dia yang punya rencana, dan setiap anak itu adalah milikNya. Bagian orang tua adalah mengenali keunikan anak mereka (mengenali benih) &#x27;n membantu sebisa mungkin mengembangkan sampai ke potensi maksimalnya....</description>
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<pubDate>Wed, 25 Jun 2008 10:11:00 -0000</pubDate>
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<title>Iseng</title>
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<pubDate>Wed, 25 Jun 2008 06:51:00 -0000</pubDate>
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<title>Bosen Ngetik</title>
<description> Iya... sejak megang menu Spiritual aku jadi bosen ngetik... Seharian dari pagi sampe sore menjelang malem -break cuman pas lunch atau pas ke toilet atau pas ngambil aer minum- ngetikkkkk mulu. Padahal sebelon ini aku ga pernah bosen ngetik. Ni kok jadi kayaknya kerjaan ngetik ga abis-abis... T_T what&#x27;s happening here yah?&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;Tapi bosen ngetik ini ga termasuk ngetik blog loh hihihi... Yah namanya juga blogger, ga mungkin dunk bosen ngetik di blog... hehehe... Cuman kalo dah bikin artikel lagi tu bawaannya bosen ngetik... cape ngetik... jari-jemari ini juga membutuhkan pemulihan jiwa... *halah* hehehe... Bedanya kalo ngetik blog tu kan emang buat curhat, numpahin isi pikiran atau isi hati atau perasaan ke tulisan, jadinya ga berasa cape &#x27;n bosen, coz itu kebutuhan. Tapi kalo ngetik artikel, dengan load artikel yang lebih banyak ketimbang menu Relationship, jadinya cape... =p&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;Okay... be grateful... be grateful... *baru diingetin sebelon ngeluhnya panjang =p*&#x3C;br&#x3E;I&#x27;m grateful for having these hands...</description>
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<pubDate>Tue, 24 Jun 2008 10:34:00 -0000</pubDate>
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<title>Prayers...</title>
<description> Yang penting kan beneran didoain walopun ga ngomong ke orangnya, &#x22;Aku doain kamu&#x22;...&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;Sering aku lebih suka mikir kayak gitu... Jadi walopun aku doain, aku ga pake bilang ke orang yang aku doain kalo aku juga bantu doain dia. Alasannya... apa yah... yang penting kan beneran didoain... ;-p &#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;Tapi minggu lalu abis ngobrol ama salah satu temenku &#x27;n abis dia cerita soal yang dia alamin, aku jadi terdorong buat ngomong ke dia kalo aku juga doain dia. Heran aja, soalnya biasanya aku juga doain orang ga pake acara bilang-bilang ke orangnya =p Akhirnya aku bilang juga &#x27;n dari responnya aku jadi ngeh kalo emang perlu buat bilang ke orangnya coz itu bisa nambah semangat dia, bikin dia tau kalo dia ga sendirian, kalo ada orang yang (at least walopun ga bisa bantuin dia secara langsung &#x27;n ga ada di sisinya sekarang) peduli ama dia. &#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;Sama kayak aku juga siy... Belakangan ada something that I need to pray about... When I told this to my mom and asked her to pray for me too, mamaku bilang ya pasti didoai...</description>
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<pubDate>Mon, 23 Jun 2008 10:53:00 -0000</pubDate>
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<title>An Opportunity</title>
<description>Lately, I&#x27;ve been learning to see all situations as chances to be better, to response better... It&#x27;s not easy though... needs a hard focus and strong self control...&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;Mulai dari musik di ruangan yang bikin ga konsen (hari ini palaku rada cenut-cenut dikit), &#x27;n situasi-situasi yang ga enak (over all, bukan di kantor doang hehehe...) Biasanya aku cuman langsung aja curhat di blog... But this time I wanna try to do something different. Aku mau nyoba&#x26;nbsp; ngeliat semua yang ga enak itu as an opportunity. Kalo kesempatan itu bisa bikin aku berubah jadi lebih baek, ya why not? Itu termasuk melatih pengendalian diri juga siy, which is the toughest part of all T_T sigh... but like I&#x27;ve said before, I&#x27;m going to give myself a try ;-p&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;Hari ini aku berasa ga produktif... To Do List-ku cuman kelar satu... Nyelesaiin seleksi tahap awal nominasi CIBfest (aku emang bukan jurinya, tapi aku nyeleksi blog-blog yang ntar disaring lagi sampe jadi kira-kira 10 blog buat diajuin ke para juri) ;-p Jadi kerjaan...</description>
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<pubDate>Mon, 23 Jun 2008 10:35:00 -0000</pubDate>
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<title>The Present</title>
<description>  Yesterday is history&#x3C;br&#x3E; Tomorrow is a mistery&#x3C;br&#x3E; but Today is a gift&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;That&#x27;s why it is called &#x22;present&#x22;&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;from &#x22;The Kungfu Panda&#x22;&#x3C;br&#x3E;(originally by Eleanor Roosevelt)&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;PS: Really, it&#x27;s an inspiration... &#x3C;br&#x3E;</description>
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<pubDate>Sat, 21 Jun 2008 01:56:22 -0000</pubDate>
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<title>There&#x27;s No Exact Formula</title>
<description>     In our journey with God, there&#x27;s no such thing as perfect nor exact formula.&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;This lesson I learned recently... and a conversation with a fellow brother at lunch today has brought back my memory. Even though I got this point after a phase of an ended relationship, but I think it works the same for other areas in life. &#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;My past experience has been an evidence to me that even though I had made sure that everything was going on under the right &#x22;procedure&#x22;, everything was going so well (at least when it started), plus I got no &#x22;red lights&#x22; at all (before I started and at least at the beginning). Everything seemed so under control, so nice, and so right. &#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;But at the end, after few months of recovery process, I realized that in a journey of life, there&#x27;s no perfect formula or 100% guaranteed procedure to success. Because if there are such things, then we wouldn&#x27;t need God anymore, we wouldn&#x27;t need to be connected with Him.&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;God is never change, He is the same God who created the earth, the sa...</description>
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<pubDate>Thu, 19 Jun 2008 11:44:00 -0000</pubDate>
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<title>You Know It... and That&#x27;s Enough</title>
<description>When there&#x2019;s no one knows&#x3C;br&#x3E;What my heart is saying&#x3C;br&#x3E;When there&#x2019;s no one can read completely&#x3C;br&#x3E;What my feeling is pouring&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;I know You understand&#x3C;br&#x3E;I know You listen&#x2026;&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;Just by knowing that You know&#x2026;&#x3C;br&#x3E;It&#x2019;s quite enough to calm this waves&#x3C;br&#x3E;</description>
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<pubDate>Thu, 19 Jun 2008 08:30:00 -0000</pubDate>
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<title>Tuhan, Mengapa Aku Harus ke China?</title>
<description>Petualangan iman seorang mahasiswi Indonesia di negeri asing.

(Cover Belakang)

Minggu-minggu awal saya di China, impian saya akan kehidupan yang lebih &#x201C;wah&#x201D;, hancur berantakan. Saya disadarkan akan satu kenyataan bahwa kehidupan saya sebagai &#x201C;nona besar&#x201D; udah berakhir. Di Indonesia saya bisa hidup enak, manja, dan nyaman. Tapi di China, enggak ada orang yang melayani saya. Saya membayangkan:

&#x2022;	Akan mendapatkan tempat penginapan yang mewah, ternyata tidak.
&#x2022;	Akan mendapat fasilitas yang memadai untuk bermain piano di sekolah, ternyata tidak.
&#x2022;	Akan hidup di lingkungan yang lebih bersih dan teratur, ternyata tidak.
&#x2022;	Akan cepat menjumpai tenaga medis dengan pelayanan prima saat sakit, ternyata tidak.
&#x2022;	Akan mudah melakukan persekutuan doa dan memuji Tuhan, ternyata tidak.
&#x2022;	Akan menemukan gereja dengan mudah seperti di Indonesia, ternyata tidak.

Pelajaran pertama yang saya terima dari Tuhan adalah menerima. Penerimaan itu penting. Guys, kalo saya enggak bisa terima harus...</description>
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<pubDate>Wed, 4 Jun 2008 01:41:33 -0000</pubDate>
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<title>Shine</title>
<description>Personal blog, seru juga</description>
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<pubDate>Tue, 27 May 2008 10:08:10 -0000</pubDate>
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<title>101 Website Penulisan Terbaik 2008 | Jonru on the Web</title>
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<pubDate>Wed, 21 May 2008 01:57:10 -0000</pubDate>
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<title>Writer&#x2019;s Digest - 101 Best Sites</title>
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<pubDate>Wed, 21 May 2008 01:56:00 -0000</pubDate>
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<title>Writer&#x2019;s Digest - Home</title>
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